Makin wrong decisions in life!!

Okayy,, for now everything is good in my life yahh know,, My friends are cool,, Parents are okayy,, school starts tomorow for me,,

But the thing is why the love,, Why does people have to fall in love.. and why me..?

I tried my best of not thinkin of that kinda stuff because it always turns in to bad luck,, or bad feelings yahh feel me..

And yahh it happens againn..

It was not suppose to be like this yahh know,, all I wonna is a lil. yahh knoww,, ( Love )

But yeahh,, it always have to turn bad like always,, like I aint a persone to be in love with..

I swear to God that sometimes I feel like that and from now on I wont surch for love anymore,, I gave it up!!

Now I'm thinkin of why did I have to tell her I loved her,, whyy..

Because now she is afraid to talk to me,, to show here face to me,, to give me a friendly hug,, and that is the thing that breaks my heart.. I know that this all sounds lil selfish but I feel it like that yahh knoww..

But I'll see what time will give me,, wahhahahaha I feel like such a loser right now wahaha xD

NO ONE WILL LOVE ME whahahahahahah !! xD

OMG I totally cracked myself xD whaahhahaha ohh hell yeahh I can feel the abs xD

So thats it for noww,, a lil experience of my life !! And your like DOHHH!! WAHAHAHAHA

HOLLA at me babyy xD!!

Greetz : Amiir