damn,,

I need to do it,, I want to say it.. I just dont know why I want to do it,, and how I am goin' to do it.. You know what the thing is.. I was soo shocked,, I was happy first but I did some research,, I knew that it was happy for nothing..

I'm even tired off all the lies ya know.. Like I will never lie.. Like I'm not allowed to chill with boyz in private,, then I hear of someone that she may chill with boyz..
Then what should I think?? ya feel me??

So yeahh,, I'm still trying to keep my head up.. And not show my dissapointed side to her.. I want to make the best out of it.. I mean I still like her,, but if she wont make a move I think I will give up everything..
I'm over with the fight in myself..

Greetz : Amiir